Starting out with cash..? Does journaling truly help ?
I suggest trading with real money only when you have gotten acquainted to the market and it's components even if it's just basic information, it's a necessity. It's also worth pointing out that trading is a skill to be learned so you have to spend time to learn not just technical analysis and how to use it but you also need to learn about market psychology and how it works on a fundamental level.
The market isn't running away. So take your time to learn it correctly and be patient with yourself. You don't have to start trading immediately.