It seems @OP is already playing gambling on Freebitco.in. But we should remind @OP that he must be careful about playing gambling as there will be no back way to recover his losses money unless he has lucky. He can try many gambling sites out there, whether from this forum or by his research, but only with care, he will have a chance to prevent the losses. But if you want to play often on the gambling site, it will be related to your feelings and comfortable to stay on that site.
Those who come to gamble know very well that if they make a loss then there is no way to recover it. If you want to recover the lost funds, you have to play again and test your luck.
I have seen many gamblers who lose all their cash by gambling to find another way to add new funds, but most of the time those gamblers make losses again.