How come that with every trade i do, the outcome is always the opposite?
That means if you lack experience and it's better if you can try to trade with a small amount of money and you should understand how market will work dude. These days so many new traders were doing the trade without try to understand about the market cycle. The result will be the same as what happened with you. You are still doing something wrong with your money maybe.
Try to understand how the market works first before you wanna join to trade and it will make you a bit better than this time.