The only way somebody can be alive without believing, is to be God. Why? Because nobody really knows any of the future... not even a minute into the future. Or do you think that car accidents are something that people knew were going to happen, and were looking forward to? People would go crazy if they couldn't believe that good things awaited them rather than bad.

Just because you don't know that you believe throughout all of your life, rather than knowing for a fact, doesn't mean that you don't believe.

However, I don't want to take away your freedom to have a deluded mind, so I'll let you keep on thinking that you have traveled everywhere throughout the whole universe to check if God was there.