@ Timelord2067, thank you.

"No" is not the main problem, the main problem as I said above, only the other members exaggerate the problem that he doesn't really know.

Me and shasan for now are fine, nothing can go wrong, we have a futures commitment for a certain, I mean a loan, it's only the two of us who know about it, long story.

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Because an unexpected thing happened to me so that I was inactive for several weeks, I thought I would leave the forum for good "god" wills another, so I am here again for now, a bitter journey.

I read all comments / suggestions from friends in this thread, this is the motivation for my awakening/healing, I want to cry reading all your comments / advice, it didn't cross my mind like this would happen.
Once again, thanks to all of you for the motivation in this thread, I am touched.
It feels like I am alive again like a new born child.

Thousands of thanks I say to all of you for your advice and motivation, I do not mention one by one, I pray for all of you, May all of you always be protected by God, forever and everywhere.
Trials, death, healing, strength, wealth, thrones, everything related to humans and the world. He is "God" who is the best helper and giver.