I wish to share my story
When I played with all my money
I risked more than I could loose
My eyes suddenly saw my doom
I lost my mind, my eyes wall full
I had nothing left no one stood
How do I face this, my struggle has zoomed
I pondered on this but my emotion was fused
Take me home was all I could Muter
When I got home I went in search of peter
This was my childhood friend, who acted like a brother
I had enough confidence I felt I was out to gather
I felt a warm wrap on my shoulder
I understand u have lost, but u have to be stronger
U have to forget the loss, the fun is sweeter
With this words gradually I began to feel better
That's good that you are determined to play even after losing everything but there is one main point that you need to setup a proper budget for your gambling and allocate funds to that balance every week, month, quarterly or according to your wish.Play with that much amount Because you know this is what you can loose without affecting your financial status.If you play blindly and loose every single penny you are not left with the option of " FUN PLAYING" because you don't have any funds to play further.Be in your budget limits always and try to increase on that amount and then you would have actual fun not the way you are describing your position.Have advice from both the persons who have lost everything and the other who have gained huge amounts.Learn lessons from them and continue your din games.