What makes you wrong is that you are overconfident that entering in trading will give you a better life and even willing to sell all your belongings just for this but somehow, trading isn't really for you. For all the losses you have this time, one way to recover all of it is to quit trading. Make yourself humbly accepting that trading isn't really for you and you are one of those people who are also not destined to become a trader.

Maybe you can find another opportunity that could help you get back of what you've lost in trading. Really sad, but sometimes we went through that way.