This isn't advisable but worth the risk for me if I were in this situation because we already see how bitcoin pumps over the years.

My advice about your trading journey is to take a break but don't stop learning. Stop trading for a while go study more and then come back stronger. And having a change in your mindset will be a great thing. Never be in the mindset of recovering losses after a losing trade because you will surely lose more. Just accept the loss and forget it no matter how big it or small it is always start with a fresh mindset before you do each trade.