You are not and you shouldn't. The project is a total shit, so if the shit is priced a few cents mor, it is still a shit. The Aeternity team is almost all from eastern europe. Their communication skills are tragic, the project is depleted from the ICO capital and the question is what happened with it. There is no way this project will gain traction. The tech stack is complete disaster, nobody can work on it apart of the contractors hired. The language (Erlang) is not a popular language like Go or other modern and easier languages where if you structure a code properly, it is easy to understand, test and develop making the project transparent, easy to audit, test, develop and extend. The Aeternity is just a long string of mistakes and mismanagement, all of it lead to a final disaster. This is a dying project.