So I got some bonus from bybit.
I longed btc at first with 50x leverage (you do that with 'free' money), but since it was on the rise for last few days, thought it will dip and closed the long, opened short.
Got liquidated soon after.
Had I not closed the long, I would be in several double digit thousands of dollars profit today.
Rip
The story is, of course, sad, it is hard to keep emotions when the liquidation goes on such sums. But there is no take-off without a fall, this is a stock exchange, many stumbled on this, I think everything will be fine with you, where you lost there and will gain;)