So I got some bonus from bybit.
I longed btc at first with 50x leverage (you do that with 'free' money), but since it was on the rise for last few days, thought it will dip and closed the long, opened short.
Got liquidated soon after.
Had I not closed the long, I would be in several double digit thousands of dollars profit today.
Rip
There is no need to repent on the decision. You win some trades and you lose some trades. Right now you have just lose your bonus money, i wonder what will happen if you would have lost your seed money. If you cannot bear these loses then futures trading is not for you. If you are not able to bear the loss, i think you should do only spot trading as the risk in spot trading is less.