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Wala namang issue guys if pagsabayin nyo. Here's my little advice na sinabi ko rin sa kaibigan ko recently na may same ideology and problem ngayong pandemic na kagaya sa OP. Medyo hahabaan ko ng onti so please spend a little patience to read:
If you are in doubt with your self whether kung anong future ang tatahakin mo, then spend a little time alone like embrace your nightmares. Hindi mo naman pwedeng hindi isipin and bigla nalang magdecide out of your "wants" and dahil kumportable ka sa tingin mo if andon ka na. Remember, it takes both money, time, and effort, and even near death struggles, just to achieve success. If you really want trading, why not start to discipline yourself first? Start from challenging yourself to spend atleast this specific hours just to do your studies, then achieve certain goals and tasks sa araw na iyon then sa gabi is your trading studies. Yes, you might find yourself exhausted. But that's the point. Time management plus self discipline wouldn't really be enough. You know what could make every actions enjoyable?? Motivations! Maybe you are burnt out in ur current situation. But look at the bigger picture, yesterday ok ka motivated ka gumawa. Di naman masama kung pati ngayon ibalik mo muna yung motivations mo mainly on studies then on your dream right?
I'm not onto studies sa totoo lang and ako din college na naghihirap dahil nag solo nako sa buhay. But seeing others na sumuko bothers me. Cheerup dude! Study at morning, trade at night! Grind lang nang grind, diba?