I'm feeling disappointed and barring a heavy burden every single f^cking time I buy the dip. (But I also feel some sort of pride for the limited supply.)
But I'm annoyed AF... of the profits other coins provided me, even if you turn back to BTCiTcoin. But doing a 2-3x on some sh!tcoin in a few days or a week max, feels kinda annoying. (Yeah... I'm complaining about gains, F'... offf for those that don't get it. )   

But man, f^ck if I understand where this all nonsense goes and is taking us. It is just that I feel in some time travel sh!t and I see a multitude of paths where we don't end up well and everything gets f^cked up anyway because BTCiTcoin doesn't gain the same as the sh!tcoins. (even if some sh!tcoins have some sort of 'backing' and common sense to their existence.)

I am just feeling that we are at the cusp / verge of some sh!tstorm that will blow up out of proportion, regarding "the meaning of crypto!" ...