This is what happens of we become more greedy from getting funds specially here in volatile market.
Imagine you have already 2 businesses but risked just to enter a gambling business that i'm sure you look at the Higher possibility of earning but what you got is failure and now here you are?
if you are saying that you have struggled already for 2 years? the way you talk and describe your life ? if you can only try to live simpler and make money in smaller living then you'll be living better now.
Tell you what, You are involving in Playing Gambling right? if you will admit this then you will be having some help for me personally but if not? then sorry ..