So I got some bonus from bybit.
I longed btc at first with 50x leverage (you do that with 'free' money), but since it was on the rise for last few days, thought it will dip and closed the long, opened short.
Got liquidated soon after.
Had I not closed the long, I would be in several double digit thousands of dollars profit today.
Rip
Well, at least you re not use any capital because you use "free" money. And then you already know your mistake so when you use your own capital, you can avoid that mistake again. I'm sorry maybe it is easy to say if not face the actual problem yet. But i think it is better than keep regret.