I think that one of the things that you are telling me is that you are not DCA’ing in Bitcoin because lump sum is better.. and you are waiting on a “down opportunity”, but if the BTC price does not go down from here, you are just going to suck it up, even though you could have bought more BTC at these here prices.
If BTC doesn't go down from here, I couldn't be happier

That is what happens when you have not sufficiently prepared for UPpity. You are excessively hoping for down in order to make up for your lack of your preparation.