Everyone started trading as a beginner and like you as a trader I've been also lost and lose a much higher amount than yours mate. You are not alone, everyone experienced it but this kind of lose experiences will be the one which will give you a lesson learn that you can use on your next journey. As a beginner trader you must be ready in every possible scenario, equipped yourself with technical analysis knowledge and also having a willingness to learn in every failure. Becoming a wise trader is a constant learning so never stopped getting learn in every situation you will encounter.