I was caught in a similar situation like yours and I opened a thread on that here https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5326513.msg56649695#msg56649695. The haste at which several of my posts were deleted in one day was glaring that the posts were never read. But after opening that thread I discovered that those who did what they did were not going to apologize. I moved on. I do not know why @actmyname feels that his standard is the standard everyone should stick to or adopt. I feel some members of the forum even get bullied by him and they keep mute. I have read a lot of his positions on things and discovered that he is often emotional about things and not objective with the decisions he takes. I wish him luck in his pursuit of whatever makes him happy but makes others sad. If actmyname was theymos, am sure we all would be under feudalism by now.