So focus on the current time. Good luck!
Correctly, focus on today and make past events as learning only, it will be difficult to re-plan for the future if you continue to regret past trading decisions, what you get is what you deserve, if the market continues to rise why not come back into the market with keep in mind the possibility of profit to be obtained, as long as crypto trading is still there and there is enough capital, the possibility to get profit will continue to exist.