Why do I have the feeling that the first 3 posts in this topic are coming from a Chinese farm? 
I had the same feeling at first, but I don't think OP is part of it. The writing is too good, especially compared to the two posts that followed it (which I have no doubt are part of a farm). Then again, what the hell do I know? They could all be RainbowKun's alts or kwalxdrzdz's or whatever that dude's name was. You will be left behind and have nothing but depression and regret, he has left it all on this Bitcointalk Forum, just everyone in this world and around the world, want to learn, keep, understand, be responsible, do, the best for Bitcointalk Forum and Bitcoin.
I merited your post because you obviously put in a good deal of effort, but Jesus....I probably should have read it in full before rushing to hand you merits, as the above quote (and much of what you wrote) just makes no sense.OP, are you seeing why the forum ain't what it used to be?