I started putting 1k into Bitcoin every time it drops by 5k since 60k. And I ran out of funds a little while ago.
The fact that I can’t buy this dip just makes me extremely uncomfortable.
It makes me feel shifty and nervous of the fluctuations. Whereas before I looked forward to it falling so I can just buy.
I guess this is the part where I wait.
Well at least you know what to do next, as a beginner, a lot of mistakes will come in your way, and there will always be a chance to buy some bitcoins, Bitcoin will always have that dipping season, you know how volatile Bitcoin is and that's good, the last thing you need to learn is be patient and be active on observing the movment of the price, it's all about being calm and to not panic buy or panic sell your bitcoins.
As you go on with your crypto experiences, i know you will develop those valuable traits that are very important to make you stay long in crypto. And being patient while you are in the waiting game and controlling your own emotions not to drive your whole self are included. I don't think OP you have to feel that way just because you were'nt able to buy but think of it, there are still more dips to come so probably prepare for it as early as now so you won't miss another chance.
I know lot of us here have been into your shoes but the only difference is they don't make it a big issue. Just learn to forget and move on. After all, this crypto market will move only between its bulls and bears so just focus on positive things and gradually it will help you attract passive income too.