Wow, it ain't easy at all, it weakens my very soul that all I've worked for have really gone and no way of making ends meet for now.
Do I regret bringing another being into this world? Perhaps I do when I'm down and emotionally at my lowest but I've learnt to be strong atleast for my kid. Unfortunately finding a love interest to serve as that emotional anchor ain't even easy in our society, once you tell them, faim! Its all over.
I'm probably feeling depressed but I still hope on loving and being loved. Hoping on God wiping away my silent tears, hoping on a shoulder to lean on and a listening ear.
I may not fully understand what you are truly passing through at the moment but I want you to know that it's gonna be alright. History is filled with success stories of single mothers who started out with little or no support and through God's help and mercies were able to rise above their situation. Keep you head up, believe in God and work damn hard and smart and in no time you wouldn't even notice when the tears dried up.