Convince me that is your Paxful account. I don't believe you. Who knows if you just create a similar username of that Paxful account? Why you do not trust forum trusted users and escrow. Since you are on the forum you have to trust the escrow service. How we can trust Paxful feedback since you can't trust forum feedback?
By the way, bouncing with alt accounts is more suspicious to me. Just both accounts woke up to review your thread. I have to contact you in telegram regarding deal with escrow. But seems you have been trying to skip escrow, and asking to send you first. I am watching this thread.