I'm sorry about what happened to you but this is your fault so I can't do anything but be concerned and maybe just give a little message.
do not let this greed and addiction continue, immediately avoid habits like this.
Gambling and slots are indeed not prohibited but don't get too used to this because this will only harm yourself
There's no one you could blamed of but only yourself whenever you do commit out mistakes and consequences just because of the actions
that you had made which it isnt surprising that gambling addiction could cause up problems if you dont know on how to control it.It does
require self awareness on your actions and be sensible on what you are doing and thinking on what are the probabilities of things to happen.
Gambling needs control for the money that we will use to bet. If we can not control and have greediness, we will see the loss will come to us. If you blame yourself, you need to reflect on what you already did in gambling and be aware that playing gambling is just a fun thing and not trying to make money. But if you can win some money, you need to stop right away and not become more greedy because if you still playing, you can have a chance to lose your win money and even you can lose all of the money you have.