I'm sorry about what happened to you but this is your fault so I can't do anything but be concerned and maybe just give a little message.
do not let this greed and addiction continue, immediately avoid habits like this.
Gambling and slots are indeed not prohibited but don't get too used to this because this will only harm yourself
There's no one you could blamed of but only yourself whenever you do commit out mistakes and consequences just because of the actions
that you had made which it isnt surprising that gambling addiction could cause up problems if you dont know on how to control it.It does
require self awareness on your actions and be sensible on what you are doing and thinking on what are the probabilities of things to happen.
this is a consequence that will arguably get regretted for quite some time.
but the OP here talks about the experience as well as being a warning to us because when he writes about this he reminds us not to make the same mistakes as the OP did.
This is where self -control must be maintained, what we do there must be self -control for that and when we lost self -control, especially in gambling then things like what happened to OP will also happen to us