In recent days someone made $1mln with a $20k Madame Destiny bonus buy while I can't even hit 5x after 19 bonus buys on the same slot. Watched the replay of win and there were more than 8 retriggers with over 65x multi

When I know there is a huge win on a specific game especially pragmatic play, I will prefer to avoid playing the game. Of course it is just my own feeling that once there is a huge win, the game will be likely in freeze mode with lower chance to win. My best in Madame Destiny Megaways with buy feature was around 30x, it was long time ago but with $100 buy only and it was not happened in Stake.
What others win shouldn't matter to us for one simple reason; there are also a lot of people who lose way more than us as well. I have seen people lose wealth in crypto casinos, like the type of money that I would never have, not just never have but if you put every single cent I ever earned from the first dollar I made to the last one I will make, it will not be as much as those guys losing money, that is really a huge amount. Moreover, I would say that there is a good chance we may never lose that much and that is the difference here.
I personally enjoy being small timer, I do not win that much for sure but I also do not lose that much neither which makes me feel better.