Weren't you the guy who was pissing and moaning about getting back to $20k?  I am not even blaming you, but how could you convert from pissing and moaning to NOT being excited as fuck that we are 3x higher than the price that you had been pissing and moaning about being potentially unreachable further... so wouldn't anything be a gift and/or icing on the cake of what your previous considerations had been. 

Again, I am not really blaming you.. but life must be ecstatic as fuck, no?  or is it just an example of how we are never happy even if BTC prices way out perform our expectations?

Let me see if I can rephrase this?  If a guy has pretty damned low expectations like you seemed to have had in 2018-ish when you were going through some levels of disappointment and even resignation that it could take a while to reach richie status.. you HODL through and maybe even add small amounts to your BTC position along with way without really high expectations.  So we have found that one of the advantages of having low expectations in bitcoin is that bitcoin ends up way out performing your expectations, no?

Am I analyzing you too much? 

In other words.. why aren't you ecstatic?  or am I just reading the situation badly?

By the way, we know that nothing is really any kind of given, so whatever top we end up getting, what are you doing?  Are you shaving off along the way, or you have some lump sum withdrawals?  or are you just riding it out?  This question is not just for d_eddie?  What you guys doing?  Part of the bitterness of some of the guys in 2018 was that there was some regrets about their not having had shaved off more on the way to $20k.. but not even that they would have shaved more off, anyhow.

In other words, what is the gratification of having high numbers unless you are planning to shave some off along the way, or alternatively is there just gratification because when the spot price number gets higher, it seems to also drag up the downside potentialities?  Asking for a friend.