I'm not new to the market.
I'm new to a forum that values knowledge and the revolution that bitcoin has made.
Welcome to the forum, btw, helpmecryptocurrency.
I hope you are a bit better now. Thank you for sharing your experience: you may feel embarrassed for losing that money, but you have been very brave talking about it here, in my opinion. I guess that there are many other more veteran users here that lost this and larger amounts of money, even the smartest guy can have bad luck.
I totally had the same thoughts as you.
Making a mistake and failures is only a part of our success. We might stumble and fall in our journey, and but there is always a lot of opportunities waiting for us. Don't be discouraged that much. Maybe it's not time for you to shine yet.
I don't have any experience yet but I gotta admit, trading is indeed rather quite difficult because you're taking risks and at the same time, you're fighting with yourself because mostly greediness wins and when that happens most fails. So that is why I understand people who fails to trade. Anyway thank you for sharing your experiences to us. Remember this mate, there is always a second chance to stand up again and fight. You can do it, cheer up.