So with time I was so discouraged about the whole thing cause like they say you can't obviously have knowledge of what you don't understand, so overnight I just lost interest and ran_off, like for months I never logged in into the forum cause I felt a waste of my time and data.
Well, what can I say, in the age of the Internet, what I have put in bold is bullshit. If instead of reading, researching and asking questions, you run away from what you find hard to understand, you are not going to learn anything.
I really need to know how things work here, so please those that have been here before me I could really make use of your ideas and suggestions as a fresh beginner ones again.
The same applies here. In the age of the Internet, you expect us to give it to you on a platter. The others have given you good advice. The only one I would add is don't be in a hurry to learn. Visit the forum regularly, read, and if you don't understand something ask, but don't expect us to give it all to you on a platter.