so its been a month and i want to pull my 50$ out of my trust wallet but clearly thats not happening with the Network fees unless i spend another 50 bucks?!!??
You can send your money right now but you will have paid up to 30 - 40 bucks for the transaction fees. I was taking this as my reference.
https://etherscan.io/gastracker is there hope to get my money back one day?
There's no hope you get your back your money until ethereum 2.0 will be fully implemented and the scalability update will fix the problem that faced by ethereum blockchain. You may need to wait until the end of next year to be able to get back your money but that's only estimation. It can also be delayed until 2023. So forget it.