The history said that if the big day will always become the day for people to sell their cryptos. It may possible if bitcoin can break 50k resistance again as it's traded at the bottom price right now. I hope that a miracle will come soon and what you have been dreaming will come true about the new high will come this month but I can't expect it to happen easily as the big dump has been making people to scared with the market.
It's a speculation that you're overthinking about that but this is crypto when the price was just like a roller coaster. it can to down and up easily without any notice.
It takes only a few minutes to make the price to go up or down so fast. I hope that will come true but none knows for sure.