hi forum police, frankly i miss this thread

can i still be accepted and retract what i said before

Also, I promise not to abuse (negative trust) if that is the main problem according to people who don't like my presence here.
Trying to please everyone all the time shouldn't be your goal. People have different opinions and that is how it should be.
As long as your actions comply with the forum's rules, you may do whatever you like.