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before ending this activity and living a normal life in the forum 
hi forum police, frankly i miss this thread

can i still be accepted and retract what i said before

Also, I promise not to abuse (negative trust) if that is the main problem according to people who don't like my presence here.
Quite strange behavior. You yourself were offended, then changed your mind. How old are you? Behavior of a five-year-old snowflake girl. Nobody forced you to look for alternative accounts, nobody forbade you to stop doing it.
Well, if we see that you are exactly abusing negative tags, which means that the tags were put without strong evidence, only then we will have to explain and apologize.
I read your posts on your local board, and I realized that you do not fully understand the difference between flags and reviews. Read it several times so that you certainly do not get accusations on your head in the future.