Let me put it this way, so that my point becomes clearer:
Suppose that a heart surgeon is corrupt, but he is the only heart surgeon available to operate on me. If I have a serious heart condition, I will have no choice but to visit that doctor. I don't like him, but it's my only option for an operation. I won't need to be friends with him. I won't need to hang out with him. I just want him to operate on me and save me. I will simply use his services. I could choose not to visit him and wait at home until a more ethical surgeon becomes available. Would that be a wise choice? You answer that.
No I would not, as any sane person would not, and you are crazy in your justification. Your mental gymnastics are truly incredible to behold.
Now that I know that you are batshit insane, I'm done having this conversation with you. I'm done. Especially since you have all this time to type a bunch of emotional nonsense, but still refuse to answer of my questions with science data.
Good luck with your fifty thousand jabs and boosters. I hope you don't die or have any side effects.
/ignore