Then next week it did not become the case i was let in able to deposit and play and lose $$$. All i am asking is to return my 2 last deposit made on my account this is not my fault you guys.
It is indeed your fault. If you have a gambling addiction then it is your fault because you did not control yourself from gambling and losing too much.
If you would have controlled yourself from gambling too much then you would have obviously not lost the money.
It's good that you are trying to restrict yourself from gambling by asking them to ban you but if that's not happening then you shouldn't deposit money at the first place.
You can't blame them for allowing you to gamble but you should blame yourself for gambling without having control on yourself.