You shouldn't do futures if you've been losing there all the time. It's not for everybody and you should just stay with the spot for you to practice first there.
And when you think that you're already prepared to get into another level of trading, then, that's the right time for you to scale up and do futures. I've seen people got burned there because they thought that it's an easy thing and everyone can make easy money there but little did they know, it's the fastest way of losing money if you're new to it.
People would only learn if its already too late or mistakes had been done because they do really look after those things which they do seem that it was easy to be done and wont mind on making out some research which do directly make out such step without any reconsiderations until those fucked up times do happen.Futures is risky and they will realize it when its too late or they have lost money.
Stick with Spot first when you are just starting and try out to take a good grasps before you do make out some step up into your trading career.
We don't learn the lesson if we're not going to find ourselves doing a mistake. That's how it goes and the lesson is being learned at the end of the experience.
Whether it ends up good or bad, as long as you're able to see the good in that bad experience, you'll eventually learn that the mistake you just did is one big factor that shall contribute to you one day soon when you trade or when you invest into things.