in which forum can I get merit help?
Do you want to buy merit? You can not buy merit, there is no forum that can help unless you help yourself. Check quality posts and see how they are and use it to be making quality posts. There is a standard for merited posts on this forum.
is there anyone here who wants to help me?
Merit source can help you, this is their work if your posts are quality
You can post your good posts here in the below link if they are having quality
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5093271.0You can have a genuine interest in the off:topic and altcoins section, but you should understand that your chances of getting nerited is greatly reduced as users rarely give out merits there cause majority of the posts are shitposts.
That offtopic board is full o lf low quality posters. I still manage to post in altcoin board. What I noticed is that most merit sources are Bitcoin enthusiasts, most of them do not visit altcoin board.