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Wow 11-15 years on gambling I think you are a good gambler enough cause we all know that it's hard to reach that kind of year's compared to myself I start gambling a few months ago and I encountered a lot of Ups and downs like you but I am still happy that gambling's made me relax my mind and stress reliever. And I win sometimes of course.
You are right that if you enter the world of gambling you must think your happiness and don't think that you are always winning cause we all know that in gambling there's no assurance of winning all the time.
You can feel the experience that is quite long for a dozen years, from classic to modern betting, during that time I think ups and downs are normal because it is a journey you have been on to get to know gambling for a long time.
I experience casinos in the online world and never with traditional casinos for me if it's easy on the internet that's what I live despite many losses and also the highest multiplier wins but it won't be surprising anymore as long as we can bet with the right money.