Wot are you talking about "It really doesn't matter whether you have a point or not" ? Of course it matters. This is a "governance coin". The idea isn't that....
It doesn't matter whether you have a point or not when it comes to what you are doing to yourself. You have been lamenting for years and are unable to move on and do more constructive things with your talents.
All any of us really have control over is oneself.
In "governance" you have the luxury of making decisions to direct protocol priorities. You also have the responsibility to evaluate whether past decisions are working for you or not and if not, to re-appraise them and put them right.
Is that what you are actually doing though? Are you taking your responsibility to evaluate whether your past decisions are working for you or not? Are you putting things right? Unless doing the same thing over and over again that hasn't worked for 2 years somehow can be interpreted as "putting them right", you are most definitely not putting anything right. You are just complaining about a situation you can't change. How about change what you can?
I don't think this forum is where DASH governance occurs...