It appears you promised to pay someone 1 LTC to create an account at a casino via your affiliate link, and did not pay when they did. Resolve that issue and you will resolve your trust issue.
OP should give that 1 ltc to the person whom op promised that OP will give 1 ltc. Though I do not think op will give that1 ltc. as 1 ltc is more valuable than the account of the op. At the same time OP should stop to send this type of unsolicited message as referral link does not allow by the forum.