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I understand how hard is your situation but to tell you what, everything has been done not in an easy way. Even those who have a lot of spare time still struggle to learn to trade and do market analysis, and that much more in your situation. But if you are determined to learn about trading, definitely you won't feel it hard instead, it challenges you more on how to achieve your goal.
There are a lot of sources of information online which is free but if you want the paid option, that is still available as well. I think watching online tutorials are good enough but the most important is to experience.
That is the way it should, it finds hard in the start but as we wanted to make it happen, we neither think hard, that can be just easy.
Well, learning trading depends on how we handle ourselves and manage our time and I believe that OP can do it. Sometimes we need to cheer up ourselves to boost our courage and even have more trust in ourselves. Like others who start in trading had suffer losses, well, we have to consider this as a part of learning, nothing it gets perfect at the very first time.