Even if you are playing relaxed I don't think you'll have a better result, you can just admit easily that playing dice is not that easy the most important is you enjoy the game with money that you can afford to lose and maybe next time you'll have better results, I notice you are using martingale the very old strategy to try to beat the house I also try that many times with average success.
Of course for the future I will play more relaxed and consistent, and I hold back my appetite to consider the amount of the bet and adjust it to the capital, maybe it was my worst day, I'm also sure playing more relaxed will understand the game situation
It happens to all of us. When I first ever started gambling, I had a very tiny amount compared to now, but I had it as a "young" kid, well I was on my last year of college but it was 2012 or 2013 and it was actually a very poor year for me, when you are about to graduate or already graduated that is the hardest time because you either have no job or even if you do that usually pays very little.
It means that losing money was not an option for me and I gambled like crazy person, I needed that money so no idea why I did. Ended up losing it all, cried all day that day and got angry to myself and I have never did it for the past 10 years after that. Not everyone has this type of big reactions but it is always an education for us.