Yes you are right hard it been I was opportune to know about this forum way back in 2015 I will have indeed be in a better position by now, but that notwithstanding I still consider myself to be among the early bird in this forum as many other cryptocurrency enthusiasts are not yet aware of the existence of this forum and in the next couple of years from now I will attain that rank I don't know how but am certain I will rank up some days.
Your enthusiasm seems to be very high for now, especially with the many experiences in the past, it is certain that there will be the best path that you can take from now on.
I'm sure you will be able to and can live it over time and one more thing I apologize for the misunderstanding in your previous comment.