Hang in there @yogg - don't ever let this place get the better of you.
Thank you Timelord <3
Appreciate your kind words.
Yes, I'm lucky to team up with owlcatz now, to bring my project Coldkey further to the next level, his help kinda shields me away from what this place can do to you.
However last year .... let's say I'm über pumped to still be there, and do something I love to do.
During my time away, this happened : https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5358870.0
It really touched me, I wasn't aware of this thread for some time, and owlcatz mentioned it to me when we were on the phone. (He's the ONLY person from bitcointalk I kept in touch with ...)
I regret every second I spent teaching BTC tech stuff to that guy.
What ever happened to :
Thankyou Yogg for showing me the path to enlightenment! 
What did I do ?