OP, how many times have you fallen and gotten up? Why is this topic so cryptically described? Where did you fall? Why does it seem to me that I have already read this somewhere, and the topic is very familiar?
How many times have you left the forum, and what account do you have.
I won't say anything more, but even if it's not you, then read this thread, there you were given good advice.

I'm not writing this because I want people to have pity on me or because I want to be merited, I'm saying this because I love to share my experience regardless to what people will say or think about it. I really learnt crypto in a very hard way and that makes me so bitter that I decided not to get myself involved in anything that concern crypto or any investment. One fateful day I was just going through my WhatsApp when somebody sent me a quote saying.... NOTHING GOOD WILL COME OUT IF YOU QUIT. And that gives me hope back, I begin to go deep into crypto to understand the basic concept of crypto and many more. To cut this short the reason why I'm writing this is to encourage those who have given up on crypto because of one reason or the other, you think you have make the worstest mistake to involve into crypto "no you haven't" the worstest mistake you will do is giving up and not learning from your past mistakes because the greatest lesson in life is learning from your own mistakes. therefore never count on your mistakes always count on what you have learnt and achieved from your mistakes.
WINNER'S NEVER QUIT
QUITTER'S NEVER WIN