...I only do 5x-10x leverage which is why I still have a few left to trade but still, these losses are just so discouraging. I've been in groups about trading but instead of learning I get ridiculed...
I can point out exactly your main mistake, which is typical for most beginners, is trading with leverage. You need to focus on spot trading, otherwise you will lose your deposit. Only when you trade without loss, you can proceed to the study of margin trading.