The problem is not the PrimeDice, the problem is within you. If you really want to stop gambling you should help yourself not to play again or seek professional if you really can't control it and upon checking the PrimeDice policy about Self-exclusion here's what I found:
You should not attempt or proceed to open any new accounts during your self-exclusion period, or indefinitely if a permanent self-exclusion has been selected.
of course the problem is with me, that's why it's called a gambling problem, in any case, the idea is not to accuse anyone, but to see the possibility of improving the self-exclusion system
There's no way to improve if you are violating there terms just to play. You will keep finding other solution just to play. I understand how you feel because I've been there many times, Resorting to blaming is what people with addiction is always doing to satisfy there depression. PD knows what the heck they are doing hence they create that ToS to protect them for user like you. You should keep away on your computer and do more social activities to relax and calm your mind. It seems you have a fat ass wallet you got there for spending such amount. Sorry for your loss and let's leave together the forum once again.