MY FEAR,  MY JOY, MY APPRECIATION!
i joined the forum 3 months ago and being part of this educating society has been one of my greatest experience, though it all started with me procrastinating a lot of the plans I had to start my activity on the forum. At first, I found the interface of the site so overwhelming, It wasn't easy finding my way around. Also seeing people's profiles, especially people with thousands of posts, activities and merits, made me feel intimidated. I used few weeks on battling with my inner mind to create my first thread, I kept postponing this plan, but thank goodness, I finally overcame myself and created the thread.

Consequentially, that thread earned me my first merit and there was where my Joy and sense of fulfillment started, it was as if I won a scholarship, "so someone finally merited my post!" I exclaimed. Even in all these I still feel intimidated, as I said earlier, anytime I come across profile of people in higher ranks, but I've learnt to use that to my advantage, I've come to realise that "nothing worthwhile ever come easily" and that "a journey of thousand miles start with a step taken". Yeah, I took that first step and I am no more where I use to be: this also delight me, that feeling that I'm on a journey and I'm making progress, that I'm growing, that I'm learning, not only about cryptocurrency, but also how to be more constructive and creative in my writing skill, and most especially how to be disciplined (patient). All of these have affected my life in the real world and I consider them achievement in my journey so far.

Finally, my Joy came to its climax early this week as I transited from Newbie rank to Jr. Member, that's my greatest achievement so far and I look forward to achieving more on the forum. My appreciation goes to everyone existing on this space, to those who gave responses to my threads and clarify my ignorance, also to those who were magnanimous enough to merit my posts; I'm grateful, Thanks!