Zen
It stopped working for me

Yeah, shit is getting that hectic... Meditation is beginning to fail me and not helping for productively contextualizing the realities of life.
The human condition is a huge sack of shit.
I sorta-kinda joke (not really?), but I'm truly wondering if skirting with pure nihilism at this point in my life.
Not healthy and recognized I needed help.
Look at the bright side. You still have your garden and you chickens.
You should build more green houses and equip them with home made mechanisms to work automatically.