paying with bitcoin i lose personal privacy
Bitcoin is still one of the best payment methods that offer anonymity.
sharing too much i lose personal privacy
You don't need to share anything that you don't want. no one here will force you to do that.
i just need 1 single point so i can share images. the bitcointalk merit system is the perfect example of a religious cult. i would even delete the thread if i get my point.
There is no religion or whatever. It's just simple, certain rules exist for everyone and will not be tailored to you or any other individual.
You don't need to delete this thread, maybe it will benefit someone in the future. someone who has the same dilemma as you. Considering the potential to earn merit by constructive posting, it is not difficult. there are users who have earned several thousand without begging.
note. You can open your topic with an image, even if they are not displayed. Just point me to them, and I'll repost it and will be visible to all. of course, if that's what you want to show legally and in accordance with the norms of good behaviour.